My Delusions

i see you're a curious one, well, let's start off with the basics, but if you don't want to, you can go back Home, or to About Me to learn about me first.

let's begin with one of the core parts of Mortal societies, and one thing that is heavily disputed and argued over, and is often connected to us Immortals in some way: religion. no religion has it all right, none of them, not a single one, i will tell you that right now, but, a majority of them have bits and pieces that are correct, for example, the Christian Bible has the part about Demons correct, that they can possess people, make deals, etc, but saying "bless you" to one isn't going to expel them, possibly make them flinch, and in rare cases, cause temporary paralysis (no more than 30 seconds), however its part about Lucifer, and Hell? nope, Lucifer isn't an angel, and he doesn't exist, at least not at all how the bible depicted him in any way, and Hell is only about 5% of the entire Underworld, which is the respectful name for it, oh, and Demons don't try and make deals, that practice is very obsolete, i mean a Human, Mortal soul is only worth about 500 GU (i'll explain GU in a sec), and these deals are pretty hard work for us, the same amount that could easily get us 1,000 GU if we tried. Greek Mythology got it mostly accurate, in the sense of there being good and bad parts of the Underworld, but it didn't get the part about it all being hellfire and hot and shit correct, that's only in Hell itself, which as i said, is a small portion of the Underworld. now, those are just 2 examples, and there are too many religions to cover, those are just 2 that i know of, and are simple examples that i use often, but now on to some of the other things about us Immortals.

can we be killed? yes, Immortal and Invulnerable are 2 very different things, see, we never die, unless certain requirements are met: we can only be killed by things of Immortal origin, for example, a knife made by one of us, or a gun made by one of us. but a Mortal weapon would not work unless an Immortal used an incantation on it to make it work, and it would then be of Immortal origin, at least in one regard. now, we can die of old age, but it is rare, and it makes you become phoenexial, where you die, burn to ash, and are reborn, forever, until someone uses some special techniques to stop that reincarnation process, however, if you are not phoenexial, then your soul will drop on the ground, hover there, just waiting to 1: be destroyed which sends it out into a billion little pieces because it's pure energy and energy can not be created or destroyed (even though this rule only applies 98% of the time, but i'm not going to explain that here (yet)), and also stops it from being used for 2: being absorbed by the person who kills them or anyone who can get the soul, which will make that person more powerful, or 3: being used to reincarnate us, which is easy to do, it's a simple "Recatchi" incantation, and we're brought back to life, with a new body, and that's it.

you're also probably wondering how aging works, and it works a lot slower, for every Mortal's year of aging, it takes us about 67,000 years to age by the same amount, so you can understand why being even a million years old is pretty young, the equivalent of a 14 year old approximately. I'm over 2,000,000,000,000 years old, between time flux locations, other special circumstances, etc, except this version of this instance is only 3,700,000,000 years old, so you can see how much time i've spent out of the normal flow of time and such, but i froze my body's age to be the equivalent of a 26 year old, so i look young, fit, tough, and pretty badass if i do say so myself lol. also, during the first hundred years of life, we age quite quickly and mature quite fast, so we go from baby to about the equivalent of an 8-10 year old in our first few thousand years of living.

if you're wondering about our currencies and tech, then i'll explain: our one, and only currency is GU, or, Galactic Units, and all things cost an even amount of GU, like no 2.75 GU, or any of that, just a simple, set amount, and they come in 1, 5, 10, 20, 50, and 100 GU coins, made of a special form of gold, and if you find that gold, you can refine and convert it yourself, or have someone else do it, then bring it to a GU Forgery and have it forged into GU, which you can bring home, and this is all 100% legal, all you have to do is get it refined, and into ingots, or blocks, or anything, some shape that they can melt it down, then pour in to the GU molds from, now, of course, they take a small portion, usually 5%, so if you get 100 GU worth of the stuff, they take 5, you get 95, and usually most will have a deal where you can pay them 5 GU and get a 100 GU coin, just for making it simpler. 

now, about our tech: we have 10 times more advanced tech than star wars, for example, laser weaponry (ours is run off of stabilized plasma) we have it, we've also mastered space travel, time travel is near mastered (even though only a few instances have it (i'll explain instances later)), and we have so, so much more, but those are main advancements, and we also have FTL, or Faster-Than-Light communications, and travel.

now, as for Honor, i'm going to explain to you a few things first. Honor can't be explained, or described, or anything of the sort, at least not Immortals' idea of Honor, and you need to be able to just comprehend it, and then to further your understanding of it, someone can explain examples, so for those of you who are reading, some examples of Honor are:

1: being fair with someone, if you fuck up, admit it, if they fuck up, be damn sure to recognize that too

2: not being cheap, or as Mortals say "nothing below the belt", basically, don't be cheap, and dirty to win, or to come out on top.

3: not starting things for no reason, i mean if you wanna fight? ask to fight, set up a ring, and fight, go for it, but don't just hit someone for no reason, expecting them to hit back. doing anything without good reason to is dishonorable.

4: helping someone for no reason, out of the blue, expecting nothing but gratitude in return

5: being truthful, and never lying, nor smudging the details

now, some examples of dishonor:

1: flaunting your Honor, or good deeds, that forfeits any and all Honor you may have had, even if you did not flaunt it

2: terror attacks (this is mostly in wars in wartime rules of engagement)

3: going back on your word, breaking a promise, anything like that. making one you can't keep, or having good reason to break it falls into the gray area, where you should only make it up to the person, and then your honor will be unchanged, and perhaps even increase.

4: stealing or doing shit like that, that's bullshit, now, if the owners of said items are dishonorable, it depends on how you steal it, if you give them a good fighting chance at not getting robbed, and they're dishonorable people in general, feel free to rob them, you get away with it, that's considered fair, and honorable, because their dishonor makes them unworthy of those items. now, if it got into court, some nations will only request that the robbers return anything of immense personal value, family heirlooms, special books, stuff like that, but any money or technology that can be easily bought? nope, officially the robbers property now, but there needs to be proof of the original owner's dishonorability is the only catch, however those who choose to be dishonorable generally don't hide the proof of that dishonor

now, if all those just seem like a list of actions to you, and not sets of things that discern your value as a person, discern your honorability, then you have no comprehension of honor, but if you see those as values, good and bad, and wish to follow the ones that represent honor, then you have a sense of honor, and can comprehend it, and i commend you for it. also, to be clear, this is all up to people, it's not like stats in a game, or something like that, it's something that is formed, and judged by those around you. now, i know this might sound a bit like "have a good moral compass", but it's not that. i'm an evil bitch in Immortal life with 0 moral compass who has killed billions of people, all in cold blood, and always for good reason. however, the reason i'm not dishonorable, is because i had good reason to do so, and they started things first, and gave me good reason, and had warning i was going to kill them, and almost all were also criminals. i'm seen as evil, and fucked up, but honorable, and i am very strict with myself regarding honor, and everyone knows this from the stories from people i've left alive while out on Bounty Hits, and so because of that, i don't have people hunting me down, because i am bound by honor very strictly, and definitively. now, if i'm on a Bounty Hit, and someone wants to break that honor, i get very aggressive, and very, very mad, which anger can be turned into Rage Energy, which i can use to fuel myself in combat, adding it to my adrenaline, Void Energy, and everything i have, and makes me this rage-fueled beast that you do not want to be in the way of, and they learn their lesson in death, that they should have remained honorable whilst fighting me. see, this is what us Immortals value, honor, and even though i am this evil, and do these evil things, i am seen as honorable, and a cold, hard, unwavering, and cruel bringer of death, and justice, even if i am evil, and it's also because of the people i kill. cartel leaders, cartel members, and entire cartels in general, sex criminals (you can assume what this means), traffickers, war criminals, etc, etc, and they are all evil, and because they are dishonorable as well, they end up getting bounties set on them, and i go after them, and kill them. see, Immortal life is very violent, but it's honor that keeps it from being chaos, anarchy, a dystopia, and that is why honor is so important to us, and valuable, and it should be the same for any society that wants to be advanced, master space travel, etc. see, Immortal life is far from a utopia, but places where honorability are deep within the nation's, or empire's roots, those nations live in a near utopia society, and it really is nearly perfect. i just wish Mortals could comprehend this, or at least some of them anyways, but sadly there are very few good Mortals that i've met. and the biggest insult to Mortals is that i have to say the good ones are the exception to the rest of the population, meaning that more than 50% of the population is dishonorable, or not good, that alone is an insult, let alone the scarcity of those people who are the exceptions. now again, this is Immortal life, and separate from Mortal life, my actions in Mortal life are very different, and i know that a lot of this does not and would not work in Mortal life, but having Honor? that's a concept that could be revised to work well in Mortal life. but again, it's all separate, and who i am in Immortal life is vastly different from who i am in Mortal life.

for now, this is all i will write, but will add more later.